Homesick: Dominican Poet Francis Mateo on Washington Heights, Nostalgia, and Identity

We packed our bags, and we were here.”


A poet from Inwood, New York reminisces about his family coming to the U.S. from the Dominican Republic, and how his parents’ American Dream differs from his own.

Read a translation of Mateo’s poem, “Homesick,” which is featured in this Cowbird post:

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I balance myself, being neck and knife;

My experiences are nothing new.
I theorize at a bar in Arden with two-dollar beers,
A jukebox that only plays bachatas,

And a waitress with purple lips
who only pays attention to me when she feels like it.
I drink until the money runs out.
I bet on the latter is certain.
How one escapes nostalgia?
Daily, long distance masturbation.
A hermaphroditic identity,
Gnawers of sea grape and corn kernels doused on sweet milk

at 181st and St. Nicholas…
When asleep they always dream of palm tree huts and Mamajuanas [drink: rum, red wine and honey soaking in a bottle with tree bark and herbs] The culture of a diaspora
mounted on the makeshift seat
right behind the driver of a minibus.

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